The new Me

Sometimes I start to have anxiety around wanting to just go back to simplicity of a more “normal” life. It feels like everything is just way too much and moving way too fast and I just want to hide myself for just a little while or go to sleep for a really long long nap from life, from Kundalini. Today as I was feeling some pressure around posting and talking about the Kundalini more I thought for just a moment about going back to being normal. My Kundalini instantly came through with the thought, “But there is nothing normal about you?” Ha! I had to laugh to myself but it is true. There is no going back, there is no life without the Kundalini there is not a pre-merge personality anymore! None of us here have that luxury!!! This is it, this is the new reality and has been for some time for most of us but in these extreme moments of the receding ego mind and the divine infusion I still can not just completely let go of the fear that this IS the new paradigm. This is it and it is only going to get more furious and more information coming through and more necessity to share and to learn and to serve and to let go of the things that no longer serve me while embracing the new braver version of me. “Let it go and move forward”, she says. Let go the idea of who you think you are and let the real you shine through. Get out of your own way and go the divine way instead. Nothing to think of, nothing to fear except your ego mind and being your own obstacle. Period…

La Arania/my Kundalini

About Elizabeth

Elizabeth Daulton Gonzalez is a Kundalini Awakened woman living in the Pacific Northwest of the United States. She has come to know and identify with her Kundalini Divine Self, as Araña, the Spider. Read more posts by Elizabeth.